Things change. Life goes on.

I'm not with Grant anymore. Big surprise, not really. But this blog isn't about him. Even though I do miss him, more than I'd like to admit. We have started talking again recently. He's trying to act like nothing bad happened between us..HELLO, what is wrong… Read full post »

no.

never.

Don't leave

Goodnight Tayah. I love you, please find that desire to be with me again. I cant see myself holding another girl. I loe you and only you. Please just dont give this up. Im so in love with you.

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He fought for me. I wanted to… Read full post »

Taken? I think yes.

Happy? Beyond it.

School? Is actually going really well.

Boyfriend? He's the best. <3

I've had a couple of little flings this year and they never worked out because I always ended them because they just weren't what I wanted. Then, Grant, the same boy… Read full post »

School started the 15th of August. It actually is going a heck of a lot better than I pictured it going. My schedule is:

1st hour, Language arts with Mr. Hill. Probably my favorite class right now because I enjoy writing and he's flippinn' hilarr. I sit by Skyler, Korey, and… Read full post »

That whole post was a waste of words.

He doesn't care. I was wrong. We didn't work anything out. He doesn't listen to a word I say. Now he wants to care, but I don't think I can just pretend everythings okay. Screw that.

I'm not going to beat myself… Read full post »

I hate myself. I really do. He means everything to me. I'm lost without him. He's not supposed to take me back. He's supposed to hate me and tell me how stupid I am. But instead he tells me he loves me and he still wants just as much as I… Read full post »

I am beyond bored, so I guess I'll ramble about my lame life.

SUMMER. Sucks. I am so bored. ALL THE TIME. I like sleeping and making money, but I miss seeing my friends. School..come quick.

Oh, and on Friday I totally sprained my ankle during a volleyball game. I… Read full post »

I made my decision. Quite frankly. it was a dang good one.

I broke things off with my ex for a couple days to see where things would go. Things went nowhere. I missed him. Saturday, I told him I was going to Walmart and being the good person he… Read full post »

So, I stopped talking to the boy that I was really started to like when Skyler and I made things Facebook offical because he thought I left him. I started missing him so much the past couple days, so I got the courage and messaged him on Facebook.

I'm really sorry… Read full post »

Things with my boyfriend were going very well.

We hung out on our one month at The Landing and everything was great. Then, a couple days later he hung out with some skanks and I confronted him about it and got yelled at. I was almost done, but I decided to hold… Read full post »

I've almost had it with all this stupid crap. Everytime things start going good for us there's always something that has to ruin it. First her, then rumors. I'm a very jealous girl. I'm sorry. I don't like knowing I could be replaced just like that. It makes me feel like… Read full post »

I knew we would eventually be back together. We are now and it's probably the best thing that has happened to me this whole year. You're my world. You make me so happy I think I could actually explode. I realized, now that we're together I'm getting more and more confident which… Read full post »

I don't understand why I'm not good enough.

Club volleyball started awhile ago and I just seem to suck. Every practice I can't seem to do any of the drills right. I love playing volleyball. No doubt about it. But at practice I just want to quit and never pick up… Read full post »

do you love me?

you first.

i do i always have.

well, i feel the same way.<3

I have waited way to long to hear that. I will be with him again, soon. <3

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RAMBLING TIME!

VEGAN. I'm actually being successful! It's really not that hard. it makes me feel… Read full post »

..'I'm never going down

       I'm never giving up

            I'm never gonna leave

                 So put your hands up if you like… Read full post »

Last year was stupid. I haaated it. I'm glad it's over. I want a new start and now I get one. 

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 Third, my boyfriend, Logan James Ruckel<3 He is the most amazing boy I have ever met! We’ve been dating for one year and almost one month! We’ve broken… Read full post »

Christmas was absolutely wonderful. I got up at seven, drank some coffee and then started opening presents. Whenever my mom, sister, or stepdad opened a present..they were so happy. I love seeing them happy. It has been the most amazing break. My best friend, comes back from Colorado tomorrow!(: I ca… Read full post »

Dear Makenna,

i.miss.you. I've done a lot of stupid crap this school year that I am NOT proud of. We all make mistakes, right? You and I stop being friends was on the top of the list. You may not care about this at all, but keep reading. I find it… Read full post »

How do you know when a guy you like truly and honestly likes you besides them asking you out?

How do you not date the boy you've been waiting for, for several months when he's dated two of your best friends?

How can I really know if I'm truly falling for… Read full post »

I love my parents.

But when it comes to "choosing" I just can't do it. They're my parents..I shouldn't have to "choose." At first I was supposed to go with my dad to Pennsylvania to meet family I've never meet before, but at home my family here doesn't want me to… Read full post »

 

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Boom. Six words I never thought I would hear from you after what happened this summer. I told you I wasn't. I told you how much I missed you. You didn't say much..except that. I almost started breaking/…

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F stands for FAIL.

So, middle schools getting the best of me. I already got two F's on a geography quiz and a math quiz. I still have a A and B, but still. I hate the way the teachers teach. Wait, they don't teach. All they do is read out of… Read full post »

you promised. i should of remembered you never keep your promises. now i question, "is that all you wanted or did you really love me?" i cant believe i fell for it again. about how sorry you were. about how we would be together again soon. everything. you kept asking and… Read full post »

you see, i'm a stupid girl who fell for a stupid boy..

september 3, 2011, was the day i saw you at walmart and knew i wanted you. i was walking down an aisle and then i look up and you were just there. my bestfriend followed you, creep, but thanks… Read full post »

well, nothing new lately. today i had a birthday party for my sister! she'll be eighteen on wednesday! it was fun. i got to just hang out with my amazing familia♥

guess who's single? this chick. i thought this was best, but now..i dont know. i was reading through our old… Read full post »