Today is stressful for me.

I work for an Investment Brokerage Firm and today is TAX DAY and it's been a busy day with the phones ringing non stop and people  angry about waiting till the last possible moments to get their contributions made for thier IRAs.

Its busy,… Read full post »

I have random bits of temporay insanity.

Nothing worthy of a padded cell, but definatly self induced nurotic thinking.

You  know the circular, rabbit hole type thinking where next thing you know the world is over and we are all going to die.

I get that way alot with my girl friend. She really… Read full post »

 And I say that it is my "Mind" that thinks this because  Me- cognitive, sane, resposible, logical me, does not beleive that she is.

So I have determined that I must be insane! I think about it all the time! Any time she is alone, any time she is at work,… Read full post »

 Im 27 years old and I have spent a long time ruining my credit.

I allowed my boyfriend to get a car loan in my name, Ive not paid bills and had so many collection notices  that I am still sometimes ashamed. Ive been late on rent and left places with… Read full post »

I am the queen of high ambitions and low energy in which to do everything.

 I am currently going to school full time, work part time, have a relationship and has a little time in which i carve out in the morning to do yoga for my poor back and physical… Read full post »

 I am convinced that it is time to start watching my weight again. Or atleast my dress size, because I am getting entierly to big and uncomforatble in my skin.

I need to clean up the way in which I eat, and begin eatting more healthfully as a whole.

Well in… Read full post »

I really really really really really really really really really really want to be married to my WONDERFUL girlfriend. We have been together close to a year now and we both have been through so much that we are both rather certain that we are each other's "bests" ," It's" etc...… Read full post »

 It has been a long time since I have been here, since I have written anything that I would consider of value.

 I am learning more and more about myself all the time.

Racism has been on my mind more frequently because of the relationship I am currently in. She is… Read full post »

I have a seriously complicated relationship with my son’s father. In all honesty, most people would not have anything to do with him after what he did to me and my son 6 years ago. In Fact, I maybe really shouldn’t have anything to do with him either.

This is… Read full post »

I am a Half Nigerian and half White.

I am Mixed

I am neither black nor white.

A friend of mine was appalled when I told her that I have never seen the movie Malcolm X. I am sure it’s good and I’ve heard Denzel Washington does a… Read full post »

 My son’s father recently spent the last two week urging me to listen to a song that he ran into on You Tube. The song is called “Letter to My Son” by Don Trip.

The song is slightly narrative of the completely dysfunctional relationship he has with his “baby mama”.… Read full post »

I am a 27 year old woman living with her parents with her 6 year old son because of the stupid decisions I have made. I can’t really say that they were by design stupid, but only because, looking back, I would never do these things again.

I was in… Read full post »

I do not often take the time to remember that I am from the south. However, with me 100 pages into “The Help” by Kathryn Stockett, it has placed me in the middle of a psychological throw back to all things that remind me of being a southern woman, particularly, the… Read full post »

I have recently become exposed to the sexually charged world of Exotic Entertainment. Strippers, Dancers or my favorite; Exotic Lesbian Entertainers. Even though I have limited experience with “Adult Entertainment”, I did not know there was a calling for Stud or Aggressive… Read full post »

I believe that the planets aliened in such a way yesterday that everyone around me lost their ever loving mind!

The day started with me waking up slightly sour over making myself work ten hours of overtime for work. I couldn’t really complain, because I was doing these hours from… Read full post »

 Every Lesbian I know has a “Coming Out” story. Many of them are pretty sad and deal with upset parents and emotionally distrough homosexuals.

I was lucky. My “Coming Out” was an accident as my step father walked in on me Iceing up my Girlfriend’s chest while her an… Read full post »

 I am sitting here at my day job and really all sorts of distracted. I really want to write so I am hoping that once I do this very fast blog post that I will be able to get back to the day job and focus….. ahhh I can feel the… Read full post »

You will know right away on that first date if she is really into you or if she is being nice, because if you have to ask… chances are not that good that she’s into you. Don’t get me wrong , this will not always be the case but here are… Read full post »

 In this day and age, you are likely going to run into a woman who has kids. I should know, as a parent and as a woman who has dated women with kids, this brings a lot to consider to the table.

Here are a few things to be… Read full post »

Lesbians are notorious for sleeping with their Ex’s. I will leave you assured that I have also partaken in such deviant acts. There are many reasons why we do it. And MANY more reason why we shouldn’t. But for reasons of space and time. I will give you my… Read full post »

 In our society and age, we are using electronic devices to a point that we can rent movies online, order food online, pay your rent and your bills online….. I almost don’t think there is anything you can’t do online, including dating.Dating on the internet… Read full post »

One quality I see oh so often in women, is sleeping with their friends.

OH MY GOD (omg J) this is such a No-No.

Many women use friendship as foreplay. And ladies, you need to let it go. This would be one occasion it would be a good idea… Read full post »

So I broke up with my Girlfriend of 6 weeks last night... does 6 weeks really constitute as a relationship... not really!1.5 straight months =4.6 Lez months, if my math is right... even then I don’t think this was an actual relationship.

We had sex maybe 5 times and I… Read full post »

My loves!! My lambs!!

I have missed you!

I am so sorry I have not written in ever! Just not cool, but I need to and I feel the need to go ahead and place a new posting and start building this blessing up again.

I am doing so… Read full post »

Something that lesbians do all too often is this emotional rollercoaster of up and downs, back and forth with the person they “claim” they are in love with.

How many of you know that one couple that could not stay together to save their life? Yeah, Yeah, I’m sure… Read full post »