Tuesday, Jeff had a needle biopsy done on his Adrenal gland and his Thyroid following up with a brain MRI on Wednesday.  Now, we wait for the results.  We have an appointment  at UVA next week for a mediastinoscopy.  Good thing this is slow growing, or I would be thinking they are just going to test him and test him until he dies.  I am trying to be patient but it's been six weeks.

      Next week, we have an appt. with the oncologist then maybe a trip to UVA.  God, give us strength.

      I wrestled with demons last night, getting to sleep around 3:30AM.  I'm pretty sure it's because the testing is coming to an end and we will soon get a plan, curative or palliative.  The shock of all of this is beginning to wear off and feelings are coming up in the strangest places like the produce section in Kroger's.  All of us are staying positive and hoping for the best.  I pray for help in getting through the day and the strength to accept and do God's will.  It is as it is.