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Patrick Frank

Patrick Frank
Location
Asheville, North Carolina, USA
Birthday
September 26
Bio
I am a poet-essayist-singer-songwriter, and advocate for the poor, with a teaching and counseling background. I grew up in Florida, now live in Asheville, North Carolina. I also lived in New England 20 years. I love nature, music, and poetry. I am married and we have three adult-kids between us and four grandkids! I am interfaith, leaning toward Taoist, Celtic, and Native American spirituality, and an "Obama Democrat." Currently, I am working on poetry and prose as well as publishing political columns. I am also phone banking nationally for Obama.

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MAY 8, 2012 8:28AM

Life-change, opiate withdrawal and the healing process

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It's sometimes hard when you've had a bad day to turn things around and start off the next morning on a new path. You may be weighed down with guilt, you may feel a sense of hopelessness that you can fundamentally change certain things, you may feel like what's the point of starting over if you are going to have another relapse. But things can change. You can change.

Sometimes you just need to take it slow. You know, when you are on a mountain road you must slow down at the curves or you might hit the guard rail and slide down into a gully and never be found.

Take it slow. Think, one step at a time. One positive word, one positive action.

I'm just coming off some pain pills I was taking following a medical procedure. Opiates can mess with your mind real fast, but the worst thing about it is coming down, the tension you can feel, the mental confusion, the underlying depression. Even a so-called mild opiate can wreak havoc sometimes, though the withdrawal is certainly time limited.

The important thing is to hang on, don't panic, tell someone what's going on. We all know what comes goes up must come down. It's virtually a law of nature. It's also one of the tenets of Taoist thought.

This morning, I feel more like myself. And I'll get back into my normal routine. And I'll create something. And I'll take some action. And I'll try to put some good things in my body and get some exercise.

Music will help to bring healing to my soul. I listen to Bon Jovi, Springsteen, Seger and others. Tomorrow is the open mic and I hope to play some tunes there or read poetry.

Life situations change so rapidly nowadays. Life is far from static--if you are awake. And we must be cognizant of and prepared for the twists and turns.

Just like on a mountain road, say the Blue Ridge Parkway, where beauty abounds but danger also lurks beyond the next turn.

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Listening to The Streets Have No Name...What a great song. I actually listen to a wide variety of artists.
Just came down from the parkway. Stayed at Little Switzerland and then Peaks at Otter(?)...but I found that it was also making me a little sick after a hundred miles or twisting. Got on outside of Asheville and stayed on until Beuna Vista VA. Anyway...glad you are "down"....use Tylenol and then quit that. Bad for the tummy. Good health and Peace.
Hope you're having a lovely day to help you along.
Used to do the hard stuff- street heroin, but I guess never
enough to feel the withdrawals, maybe because I couldn't
afford to do it everyday. More like twice a week, on the nod.
Loved it 'til I overdosed... nearly twenty years ago. Took that
as a sign from God, or Springsteen maybe, and never did it
again.
Best to ya
I hate taking pain meds that make me feel dopey, but sometimes they're a necessity. Glad you're getting thru the process. Thanks for the reminder that one can start anew each day, to leave the recrimination and guilt behind!
I was close to tr ig, with the mantra "Gimme Shelter" But I ended up[ dropping acid with it...a long time ago.