apparently people look forward to my blogs. liars. buuut, i'm a slacker and they can deal with it.

uh. life's been well. school's getting almost done with . thank the heavens. grades are good. friends are good. life's good? but dude, like recently..i've had the urge to dance. like, crazy. seriously all the time. and give out compliments. i've been working on the whole don't be a jerk AT ALL. i'm a nice person(: OH! so tomorrow is 4/20. which makes me sick. and people are like, 'why don't you do it?' because i'm not stupid. "but it's a national holiday." i don't care. you're dumb for doing it and i want to have a future.  those were my words(: I FEEL LIKE I'M SHRINKING THOUGH. GAH. five feet tall in highschool and shrinking, great. uh, we had a band contest yesterday. got a two! which is really good(: i hate when middle schoolers compare our band to theirs. for one; judges go easier on you guys. two; we actually have hard pieces. and three; the pieces you guys sightread, you can actually play. unlike ours where litterally no one can. so for how the judges were harsh that day, a two overally is super good! i feel like i'm obnoxious in public. which i probably am. but it makes me, me. i seriously don't give a crap what anyone thinks of me. they don't matter, at all. SO. there's always that awkard moment when you keep wanting to talk to someone, but you've never talked to them before, so you don't, because you think they'll walk away.. ah screw it. next time, IT'S HAPPENING. we performed our show for the last time this morning): i miss guard so much. but we have a camp coming up(: i need a job this summer. BAD. but i'm so busy/: i have band camp end of july. a missiom trip beginning of july. lots of weekends took up in june. and guard camp somewhere in there. life's too busy. i've been in such a good recently(: i just can't handle it. it seems like my life's just, switched. everything seems different. and feels better. i love it! probably though, cause i'm not single...BAM. didn't see that one coming. but, it's the same guy(: we talked and alll that which you don't care about. and now we're dating(: i really didn't know i needed him this much. we feel stronger. andi love it. i love him<3 my relationship with god is growing too. life's just good(: it always turns around. but, i've been really stupid lately. like, major blond moments. i didn't know what a rake was..and i thought this thing in my bag was a mirror, but it wasn't. and i keep breaking my camera/: whatever. life's good. this blog sucked. have a nice day<3