This is probably one too many posts for the night. 

But this is my last one here on Open Salon.

For the people that read my blogs and actually had nice things to say to me, and have helped me out when I've felt I was at the lowest point… Read full post »

Man can you talk about being scared to death.
The only time I've ever been to the hospital was when I little and had checkups and when my grandmother had cancer. Hospitals never scared me. They were polite and everything seemed tooken care of and comforting in a way. But when you're… Read full post »

Just going to blog because I feel like it and no one can tell me no (:

It's Spring Break '13. And I'm not going annnnyywhherrrr, like always :P It kinda pisses me off how people brag about the fancy things they have or get. I dunnnnoo. I'm pretty chill about… Read full post »

Tonight at church we talked about temptation. Our youth leader did the classic "You can have this brownie now, but if you wait then you can have something better later." Of course I waited (; But we just talked about how in highschool, everyone will be tempated. With drugs, with drinking,… Read full post »

:'C

I can't stand when people hate me. Is that sad?! I need a new life. Blahhhh. I mean, it's not like I want to be popular. And it's not that I care to have a lot of friends, because believe me, I'm lame. But I CAN. NOT. HANDLE. people hating  me.… Read full post »

The fact I have so much to do fuels the part of me inside that wants to do none of it. 

Today's Wednesday. And I pray to God we have no school tomorrow. Even if everything's fine tomorrow, I say they cancel school anyway for getting our hopes up. I'm tired.… Read full post »

I understand you love him. I understand you guys were "meant to be." But who the hell wants a guy that told them he never cared about you and doesn't want to be commited? Technically I don't have room to talk, but considering we weren't dating when my boyfriend told me… Read full post »

There is litterally nothing I love more than worshipping God. It fills me, ignites me. I mean, singing in church every Sunday makes me thrilled, I love it, I embrace it. But there's something about concerts, standing in a room with a group of people who love God just like I… Read full post »

I haven't blogged it out in a while. 
Hurr I go. 

So. My school made the "smart" decision to invest in laptops for everyone. I mean, it's pretty cool I guess. We each get our own laptop throughout highschool and can basically do a lot of stuff on there unless it messes… Read full post »

I really need to be reading the rest of the chapter I'm supposed to read for English 2 but it's a dumb book so I don't want to. Instead I'm blogging my feeling, ha. ha. Much betterr. Man today sucked balls. I haven't felt so bllaahh in forever. I always tell… Read full post »

There are 47 minutes left of 2012. 2820 seconds left to live up every moment and prepare for every second of 2013. To get ready for every mistake, and achievement. To fall in and out of love. To get your heart broke and your day made. Make friends and lose them.… Read full post »

What's new, what's new. 

I got contacts! And I'm deff stickin' with them this time. Just have to get use to not having glasses that I've had sense the 4th grade, lol. 

I got my drivers license! H e double hockey sticks yeah! I haven't drove alone yet though, I'm slightly scared! And… Read full post »

Today rocks my socks. 
I love Christmas. SOO MUCH. I just love the feeling, and the smell of it, and the season, and not to mention the reason(: What more could I ask than to spend Christmas with my savior Jesus Christ? He has blessed me in so many ways, and I… Read full post »

My family pisses me off so incredibly much. 

I'm not mistreated. I'm not neglected. I'm not abused. 

But I sure as heck am treated like nothing. Everything is about everyone else. Never me. And maybe that's the way it should be, but it's getting old how it seems my opinion and perspecti… Read full post »

Today was definitely not what I expected.

I thought your sixteenth birthday was suposed to be fun and all exciting.. oops, guess not.  I feel selfish & unappreciative, but I wanted more than this.  I partied hard Friday night with my favorite people and we had the best time. Saturday we… Read full post »

You're in Heaven, I know. You're not suffering anymore, I know. But I also know that it's not fair. Why can't you be with us? Why can't you sit in your spot under the window and watch me come home from school every day? Why can't you be watching me grow… Read full post »

Just thought I'd share my happiness. EVEN THOUGH I'm packed high with homework and stupid butt projects, I'm so happppyyyyy lately. Logan has made me so happy<3 I don't know why broskies, but we've super tight lately & he's really made me realize how much I love him & need him.… Read full post »

       If I ever push you away,
I really don't mean to.
When I tell you I don't want to talk about it
I do, I am just looking for the right words.
Give me a minute, and if I can tell you; I will.
I try and be a struggling mix of real/… Read full post »

It's my third favorite time of the year. 
THANKSGIVING. Third to Christmas and my birthday(: 
There's so many things I'm thankful for it's unbelievable. 

One would have to be that my grandma's not still suffering & I know she's in Heaven. I was cleaning out my bookcase and found the… Read full post »

Ha. Ha. Ha. 

My school never fails to amaze me.

I feels a little late to complain about it. But since I'm me, I'm gonna complain all I want. 

Doctors are dumb. 

SO MUCH. I've had headaches perttyyy much ALL my life. And my madre always said I complained too much about them. Well as I grew up, guess what?! Nothing changed.… Read full post »

Few things. 

1. You're a word that rhymes with snitch and starts with b. 

2. You're way too stuck up.

3. You're really screwed. 

4. You're so entirely annoying I want to shoot myself.

5. A competition on Saturday up near Kansas City and we're leaving at 9 means… Read full post »