after having been away from os for so long, i could not stomach looking at the old banner any longer. so bird the cat has been retired and i played in photoshop with fonts, colors, filters, gradients, layers, selections...tweaking this and that...all the toys i have loved for so long yet also been away from. i had a blast!
i'm like that: the more i need someone or something, the further i distance myself from them or it sometimes. when i am in bad shape and need them/it the most. why do we have this reticence to be nice, to be kind to ourselves?
this banner is the first thing i feel i've accomplished creatively in quite awhile...feels good.
of course, it may just be the mania of effexor withdrawal. mwahaahaa