I hate when this comes around, I HATE it, and I think what will I do without my friends, the people who love me, accept me just as I am!

My life has been saved by being here, by knowing I am not so unique we are all different, but we are all the same, we want love, we need to be needed..we all need a voice.

So I will not go quietly into well you all know the rest as I have met some of the most well read people in my life here, people who don't just parrot what they hear, opinions of their own, people with hearts, and souls they are not afraid to show.

In that vein I am going to use my voice as, if it turns out to be, the end of this place, I know somehow we will all find another place, different, but since the people are the soul then it will be even better.

Sorry Amy it is not yet Over the Rainbow as I have been fighting an infection and my voice is not ready but I will sing it and I will make sure you see it :)

So I will share a few of my songs, one I haven't shared here and then maybe another one just because I don't want to be forgotten.

My voice is my talent, that and the ability to "talk" to animals and young children and, even though it isn't the best, I like it, I miss me when I can't, don't sing so it seems fitting if this were to happen to leave on his note....get it "note".

So here is old imperfect me singing her soul out and setting all her pain and fear loose by doing so.

Let's just hope this is not the end....