Closer to the source

JUNE 12, 2012 1:06PM

The Silent Anonymity of Being

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Through my adventures on the Iberian Peninsula and the shedding of my former addict, I have come to appreciate the deep bond we all share with the natural world around us. As the last few years have gathered pace I have felt less inclined to be a cog… Read full post »

JUNE 8, 2012 7:32AM

The Elusive Contours of Enough

What more do I need?

As I sat in my apartment on my designer couch, one wall dedicated to scholarly books and a fine collection of trash DVDs and pulp comics, the huge TV sat in the centre of the bay window obscuring the view of trees across the road, directly… Read full post »

JULY 22, 2011 2:55PM

Our greatest enemy lies within

In a dream you visited me wearing the face of one I once adored. We walked hand in hand through a rough shod wilderness, amongst lush green trees and verdant hills where a winding pathway meandered like the moments of wonder we so often shared.

 

Our conversation was lively and… Read full post »

NOVEMBER 6, 2010 5:06AM

I will be home

Utopia was calling.  In my mind I saw the sharp lines and soft edges so clearly, the clean and quiet streets and verdant parks.  My family came to greet me, loved ones surrounded and comforted me, complementing my growth as a human being, celebrating my return from adventures afar.

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OCTOBER 31, 2010 4:46PM

Do the evolution

I want to dispense with the metaphors and pretty wordings for a change and instead pay homage to a man who has inspired me to think on the highest possible level, to see the world through eyes that only bear witness to the truth.  Think of it as a departure from… Read full post »

OCTOBER 25, 2010 11:48AM

I sat quietly and listened to the world

I lay my head upon my pillow to still the noise and commotion that swept the halls of my mind.  It had been a restless few weeks in new surroundings, emergent from a world controlled by addiction to the fresh new fields of opportunity and growth.

 

I was… Read full post »

OCTOBER 8, 2010 11:35AM

Feed me collisions

I am thrust back and to the side as we collide.  I take the full force on my shoulder and ribs, smiling as we both recoil from the blow.  I do not turn to see the anger on his face, not out of cowardice but of humility.

 

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April was a key month, I keep going back there in my mind, turning over the pages to view the beautiful images and taste the optimism we shared.

 

It was brisk that Saturday afternoon and we huddled on a bench at the edge of Boxhagener Platz while the… Read full post »

SEPTEMBER 4, 2010 10:25AM

A small presence

It was early April when Berlin beckoned the first time.  A first month of six spent in the once half hidden city was a portal to greater adventures in the wilds of Eastern Europe.  A time to plan, to discover and as a benefit of which return more complete.

It was… Read full post »

APRIL 18, 2010 12:35PM

Shadows of Butterflies

I can not recall a bluer sky than those I sit beneath today.  Never clearer nor more endless and majestic a canopy has looked down upon me from the heavens and in its glory I bask.
It is a blessing to be alive on such a day.

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MARCH 21, 2010 9:51PM

Twenty One Days

I stand on the precipice looking down into the fires below me.  I see only flames aglow in yellow and orange and my eyes burn with the same intensity.  
All that has gone before has no meaning.  The past is a story with no relevance to anything. I can only… Read full post »
MARCH 9, 2010 12:23AM

These streets know my name

At seven minutes past the witching hour the city is desolate.  The witches no longer come here, conceding a long time ago to the fact that their destructive magic pales in comparison to that of the contemporary dwellers who control the denizens and streets.  
Nothing stirs, no shadows distu… Read full post »
JANUARY 30, 2010 10:52AM

Spectrum Ranger

The mind is a labyrinth of twisting corridors and rooms, of junctions, intersections, stairways and sheer drops.  I live to explore, even knowing that opening some doors will lead me to harrowing experiences.  I have in my past put things away, painful things, locked them away in rooms at t… Read full post »
“Forgive me father for I have sinned.  It’s been two weeks since my last confession.
The checkpoint girl in the pound shop smiled at me today, lovely warm smile too.  I waited until she turned away before I looked at her breasts.  I couldn’t help myself, they were mag… Read full post »
JANUARY 14, 2010 10:05AM

Iron in the blood, a magnet at the pole.

If it all fell through tomorrow, put my pack on my back and it’s home where the lunatics roam” - Jaz Coleman

Today I walked.
Crisp winter air cleared my nostrils as I breathed deeply it’s sweetness to my lungs.  Striding out onto pavements covered with compacted snow an… Read full post »
JANUARY 8, 2010 3:24AM

Will you wake me?

 

My friend Joe was one of those “hard to pigeonhole” type of characters.  He seemed to manage being all things to all people with absolute ease.  The tough crowd loved him because he was equal to if not tougher than most of them and he could mix it with… Read full post »

JANUARY 1, 2010 10:31PM

Lanterns of hope, shine on.

I see stars.

Three eyes burn brightly, hanging upon the ink black canvas making a skewed triangle.  I wonder what their names are and why they are the only stars I can see.  I observe them, pinned to the spot  by the weight of understanding.  These three colossal suns that exist mi… Read full post »

DECEMBER 31, 2009 9:43AM

Happy New Day

The seasonal hypocrisy is almost at an end and soon we'll return to our day jobs or pass times as if nothing ever happened.  The normality of our everyday lives comes back to remind us that we're still bound by the strictures of earning and yearning.

 It reminds me of a scene… Read full post »

DECEMBER 26, 2009 7:09PM

Obsidian

Through every storm and every hurricane her oceans never stirred
Upon reflection though she cannot say how it's altered her

It never rains
It pours on her
As the stains wash away
She will keep on keeping on until there's nothing left for her 

Lying to her would be suicide after all she's had to… Read full post »

DECEMBER 23, 2009 11:40AM

And so this is Christmas

I heard that John Lennon song more times than I care to remember.  Never was there a more depressing sounding attempt at a festive celebration than Lennon's ode to Christmas joy.

 Perhaps I heard a reflection in his words of my own state of mind and heart, a time when I… Read full post »

DECEMBER 2, 2009 3:08PM

How to choose the right pair of shoes?

"Your disciples are riddled with metaphors...",  Rivals, Pearl Jam.

As a male of the species I’ve always made the purchase of shoes as short an event as possible. I see something I like the look of, perhaps (rarely)  try one on, then throw the cash over the counter and exit explosively… Read full post »

NOVEMBER 27, 2009 2:16PM

Shine a little kindness

"when I walk beside her I am the better man, when I look to leave her I always stagger back again" - Eddie Vedder, Big Hard Sun

Aphrodite is the goddess of love and it would be my luck that a woman is in charge of such things.  Forgive my… Read full post »

NOVEMBER 24, 2009 9:38PM

Londinium Ludicrousities

I’m an out-of -towner in London, a moonlighter to a certain extent.  I was attracted to live there  - like many  - by the bright lights and the glam and gloss associated with the high life.  It is fast paced and exciting to an outsider, colourful, bawdy and brash.

Actually th… Read full post »

NOVEMBER 20, 2009 10:36PM

I wish I was the moon

“I have of late, wherefore I know not, lost all of my mirth.” - Hamlet

From outer space our Earth looks at peace with itself, a gently spinning blue and green orb hanging gracefully in the void, like a petalless flower basking in the light of the sun.
I sometimes envy the moon… Read full post »

NOVEMBER 19, 2009 2:25PM

The Snowdon Odyssey (part 4)

4. Gravity always wins

“Winners take time to relish their work, knowing that scaling the mountain is what makes the view from the top so exhilarating.”
Denis Waitley

We reached the halfway house in excellent time and were both glad of the rest.  Carrying the extra weight/…

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