Saying it over and over - my dear Now dad - it holds sadness and joy. But then practically everything does for me these days. So long as they're in equipoise I can choose the one without feeling I'm cheating the other.

Gail, sorry to tell, but to be honest, your work gave me the thinking that there are a lot of words behing these words. It is like a quiz to me.. cause although you write on joy, I can not understand my self, sensing a deeper sadness. This was a work that trully made me working towards understanding, although with such a comprehensible and well written surface. Rated!!!

I agree with STATHI STATHI.
`
But, that's what I do love too.
Words are the best we got.
Words fall short, empty?
No.
`
We rely upon`intuit.
Then - We respect.
We bow - silent.
`
I've ran errand today.
In Newville, PA. '?'
I met a eighty-two`
`
Tear Young Woman.
She appeared as my`
`
My deceased Mother.
We spoke. We Tear.
I came Home`here:
`
I must call the `chef.
Honest. Pastry Chef.
`
There's beeb Change?
I no can bring`Guest.
Annabella seem`Sad.
`
Were were gonna go?
To the White House.
Honest.
She brought clothes.
Latest W.H. News?
Cancel. No Guest.
`
I am supposed to call:
`
a White House chef:
`
I may not call chef:
`
I hope this 'spiel'
`
of my inner hurt,
and `pain beyond
any `mere words
`
says I affirm,
sense pain,
and okay,
my sincere-
empathy-
beyond-
knowing-
`
what to say.
`
I'll try clarity:
`
My Granddaughter,
and me (Pa Pa) were?
To be invited `Guest.
`
A White House Picnic:
`
It was to be`June 27th?
I may? Maybe not call?
`
The White House Chef.
They bake Great Grub.
Pastry is Wonderful.
`
P.S.
`
This isn't disrespect.
I just received `news.
We No Come. `sigh.
`
I'll convey sad`word.
We'll be `comforted.
I hope you are too.
`
This is popped-off.
I feel very sad too.
okay . . .
I No Go to picnic.
But? Look`round?
`Um sad `politicos.
a sad sneer v. a smile
I've witnessed sneers.
K- Street appear sad,
pathetic, fearful. ill,
and I thank thee chef:
`
and White House Staff?
`
and we farmers will just:
`
Smile and get over this.
`
I've been in PA all day.
It's so wild. We be okay.
Yes. Oh, depth. Feeling.
That's better than`duh,
and duh-numb`immune.
`
I best shush. I said enough.
Annabella will understand?
No Guest? Change of Plans?
`
okay . . .
`
Politico change socks with B.O..
I share soft Alpaca wool socks?
I was gonna give Michelle socks.
`
I was gonna give B.O. & M.O. ?
Two books by Robert H. Deluty.
Last year I shared two books.
`
I gave to Michelle Obama via
my son and his wife. They no?
No.
They NO Go to W.H. Picnic.
I just got this breaking`news.
I am not cranking? Ay, Sorta?
`
My Dad has beed `Remembered.
Today I Honored `Mom and Dad.
Honest . . .
I sense something`Magnificent.
I often sense that`We need that.
We know and no know. Honor.
`
cc
You help us (sentient) delve . . .
We must look inwardly deep.
But. no be morose and dwell.
`
We best shun dark . . .
Move from dark to light.
I gave Anna Nobe a book:
`
From Darkness to Light.
Right Simple - R.H.D.
Deluty writes `senyru.
Google?
`
Robert . H. Deluty
He's a `Gentleman.
He's a `Guidance.
`
Hay R.H. Deluty.
Howdy Deluty?
smile . . .
I'll stop over.
I buy two- books.
Ya cheap therapy.
`
gaud . ., .
`
I behave and go buy?
a pair of plow mules?
I've been in hay land.
`
The hay is golden.
I took a few photos.
I'll show a `racoon.
`
smile . . .
Racoon looks real.
Amish stuff`racoon.
I too weary to bury.
`
Racoon looks real.
I call racoon`Coon.
Taxidermist`Coon.
He say`Pretty `Coon.
Now `I no cuss`Coon?
My son gave me a`beer.
`
Con C.?
It's a`
`
Papst Blue Ribbon.
`
Honest? I'm calm.
I'll No`picnic?
I'll Be`happy.
`
We'll see`
`
a White House?
ay, sip honey ale?
and remain in`joy.

How wise, I think, these words. Thank you for all they bring.