How devastatingly complete her trust in him had been.

Caught off guard by the hundreds of little memories.

Like mines in a field waiting to detonate.

Flown into the darkness as if to out run the sun.

Blindly, moving with a momentum she didn't dare to question.

Every thought… Read full post »

August 1989, after I had lost everything; my home, car, two jobs, and my sanity, because of an addiction to illegal street drugs and alcohol, my two daughters Bella (4), and Allie (3), and I moved into my mother’s very tiny one bedroom apartment. My mother had told me that my… Read full post »

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In the beginning

I couldn’t help but to think

We were brought together

For some Divine purpose

Still unknown to us today

 Help one another to heal

Gain our hearts back

Like to believe

We achieved that

We can move forward

In our search for the

One in a… Read full post »

I was messing around this morning, searching on the web for different things. I tried searching out poems, poetry, stories by fireeyes24, just for the fun of it.

All 3 searches brought other websites where someone else was using my OpenSalon screen name, fireeyes24. They were stating… Read full post »

I was 22 years old, when my mother decided to leave my father. She waited until he was out of town, for a week, and decided she was leaving him. I begged, and pleaded with her not to do it, I knew she was thinking harshly, and would regret her decisions… Read full post »

I was still sleeping at 9:00 am this morning when the phone rang and woke me up. Sleeping in late has become almost a natural habit, right along with staying in my pajamas all day long. Well that is unless I have to check the mail, take out the trash, or… Read full post »

I will pray

To Live...

Every once in awhile you stumble across that certain someone that brings new meaning to life. 

 Reminding us through, hope and joy, sacrifice and forgiveness, that love can be possible, and that true love cannot be denied. 

Leaving us with a yearning for our most prized possession:… Read full post »

I knew in my heart 

Life would never 

Be the same 

Thoughts of us

As the sunsets

Yearning to call … Read full post »

Secrets hard to keep

Close your eyes to guilt

Silently remembering

Calmness in my heart

Captured a lot of happiness

While you loved me

Picture perfect

Memories stealing

My every thought

Would rather hurt

Than feel nothing

Stillness of my soul

I lived while you loved me

Where Hope and Heartache… Read full post »

It was so early on that Halloween Sunday Morning the birds weren’t even singing yet.

The Sun hadn’t even peeked over the horizon. Now that is what I am talking is early.

 Scurrying to the bathroom, in such a hurry, that I didn’t even turn on the light.… Read full post »

A Walk To Remember

 A walk to remember is

The one you will never forget

The one who’s whole existence

Becomes your whole being

The one you come home to

The walk… Read full post »

At this time can not come even close to explaining what I am feeling.  I can't even understand what I am feeling, thinking...But DANG IT FEELS GREAT!!

One day I will....

I hope you all enjoy the music. 

Love and hugs

Fireeyes

Lover, Lover… Read full post »

 

 Angels work at the most basic level, healing the deepest anguish of the human heart; the feeling that we are ultimately alone in the world. 
--Eileen Elias Freedom
 

 That spark of being, that burns within each and every human being, to make ourselves better, and to succeed at something. The very center of existence repository the presistence of vision, core of your existence, unbound, unlimited.

Your pride will be challenged. Look at it as a lesson, not… Read full post »

God gives you only what you can handle.
How much can one person really handle?

I am usually such a very strong person. I have survived the worst of odds.
Honestly I really should not be here today, typing on OS. I have lived to be able to tell my story,… Read full post »

 Had myself a really great time with a very nice young gentleman. We already knew each other.  We had dated back in last of 2007 until beginning of 2008. He is a “REAL” Cowboy... giggles.. He is in the PBR, which is the Professional Bull Riding circuit. The PBR was in… Read full post »

Dying inisde

No one knows it

But me

Just hold me

For a little while

As  We Dance

Breathe...

Inhale deeply…

Exhale slowly…

Feel the release..

That smile that

Melts me

I am all yours

Moonlight flickering

In your eyes

Lighting the room

So perfectly

In the still

Of the darkness

I can feel the

Warmth sensation

Your body next… Read full post »