Went to a doctors appointment today and some big white car with a Utah license plate was blocking the parking lot in front of LMH south and I drove around it and some girl got out and the driver made a face at me but I couldn't see him through his… Read full post »

Sure were.  Did you see those black lurking around the corner in Hy Vee.  Same thing everyday.  I think they have an agreement with the staff at Hy Vee.  

So the blacks that jumped me in grade school have taken over my life.  There were two fat… Read full post »

Them looking in my windows or going in my backyard or through my things or giving false testimonies of what happened to me didn't repulse them any.  In fact they endorse, finance and participate in it.

So I went to Wal mart, being the bag of shame I am just looking… Read full post »

Fuck you.  Listen to them lie forever  !!! Read full post »

In the future I will be reaching at you from beyond the grave to remind you of me through yourselves....and how stupid you were.

That is exactly how I feel about you and the constant flailing lip job you make me listen to.

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"History never repeats; I tell myself before I got to sleep...."

Neil Finn, Split Enz "history never repeats"

Told myself a bedtime story where people were good and honest and told the truth; that there was a problem and they wanted to work it out.

I woke up and it… Read full post »

I excuse myself like most others do because my life ended up so far from anything anybody would plan or want to happen to them that the disaster had to be explained by me as well considering I had somebody else explaining the disaster they created in my life for themselves… Read full post »

I am going to have to wait to finish this one.

Death was unbecoming of my cat.   Misha Marin Gould Bucholz and Micheal Houston were walking down the street to the east of Maine at fourth as I was sitting on a park bench looking towards the street from… Read full post »

An old Chinese proverb

before one can be considered courageous; one must address the truth.  Otherwise your quest or journey my young anxious overzealous fool might just be to see what you can get away with doing under the guise of what you might want to say you are doing.… Read full post »

Strange how these people want to be around me so much but don't tell the truth or expect to earn my trust in anyway.

I would expect that any regular person would want people to earn their trust before allowing people to do things to them?  

Wouldn't any regular person… Read full post »

I went up to Watson library and there was some blonde girl I met somehow in the study area near the checkout desk.  Not sure how we got started on the conversation but I was looking for a French tutor.  It was January of 1993 and I think I had just… Read full post »

So I am thinking it was 1995.  I should check for the inaugural address of Mr. Graves and find out when it was.  I am sure it was around that time.  One of the girls from Yello Sub chased me there and wondered why I didn't stay for the whole thing.… Read full post »

oh and nigger pops in fudge flavor.    Read full post »

Well, Don Southard seems to be too busy as were the fellas at the Oxford Poplar Street house in Olathe.   He just can't say it... or much of anything worth hearing for that matter.  He got real mad when I started throwing old walnuts that fell to the ground outside… Read full post »

First of all we will start off with Susie Shaeffer then and the seating arrangement at the LHS graduation ceremonies in 1988.  Susie was so pissed off that she had to sit next to me and she didn't want me to see something and get away from me as soon as… Read full post »

I have this really strange idea.

I have the idea that a group of people has stalked me since 3rd grade to try to frame me in other cultures for being something that needs to be hated.  This justifies their jobs.    When they have the ability to frame people like… Read full post »

I went to a men's group in January before the Chinese new year.  There was some fellow that spoke of 'going to a lunar calendar'. 

The men at the men's group didn't want to hear what I had to say or offer as "They already knew all about it" but wanted… Read full post »

Their desire to frame me for stalking women and telling me how much I should hate niggers outweights their desire to listen to me in anyway and this does include anything I would have to say about shoes.  

Some unidentified black fellow probably in his early twenties chased me down with two girls; one in front as I am seeing him and one beside him said,"I'm gonna make that car not run somehow"  He was saying it towards me with the rest of his gang.  I have been stalked… Read full post »

Yeah, so I was dating this French girl who was smarter and outclassed most the girls I saw in Lawrence.  She was the second one actually.  They had chased my French teacher all around laughing at her much the way they had me.  She hated it in Lawrence and I think… Read full post »

Being connected is all he is about.

How else do you think he delivered Charlie Rayton to beat me up before school in sixth grade when I was jogging?  He knew Charlie Rayton's parents and they saw me jogging one morning as they had been casing out my parents house.  He… Read full post »

I drove up 9th street by the 9th street baptist church at 9th and Ohio and there was a blonde fellow walking with a black girl with big boobs.  

He doesn't mind interrupting my breakfast to try to fill me with his shitty lies.  

I can't see that by surrounding me with people I can't trust and then continuing to lie constantly why I would like any of you.

I can't get away from you and all you do is lie.   Brent Bitter didn't go shoot two niggers outside a bar.  Why would he… Read full post »