
My avatar here is only one side of me. It is the part that says “Hey! Look at me!” and represents my illustration style. Kind of girly and fun, whimsical and retro-chic. It’s on my website and business card, and I guess you could call it part of my “brand licensing,” although that phrase never existed when I was in my real heyday. It suggests not only that the glass is half-full but probably fizzing over.
If you look behind the confident pose, the red skirt, you’ll see a truer picture of who I am. And the way I am choosing to live a creative life.
This would be done in a slower time, with quiet materials. Lost trinkets, loose threads, bits of packaging that once protected fragile items. Strands of wire, shards of glass, backdrops of chipboard. Old family photos, fading memories, passed along to me, the human reliquary who finds meaning in far too many things.
Today I received an email notice to enter an art competition. Feeling that it might finally be time to push this very personal side of me into the glare of a spotlight, out of the quiet corners, I started uploading images. I reached the end: the point where I would pay either $25 or $50. I went back and read the fine print:
Share your work with friends, family and colleagues and have them collect your artwork for a chance at the $2,500 People's Choice Award.
Just follow this checklist and you’ll be on your way to being the People’s Choice Artist:
Share
+ Show off your profile with the share buttons on your portfolio
+ Encourage the people you know to spread the word about your entry to their friends
Get Collected
+ Have your friends hit the Collect button to collect you
+ The more collections you get into, the higher your chances of winning the People's Choice Prize
+ The highest collected artist will be the People's Choice Artist and receive a $2,500 cash grant.
Thanks for participating and good luck!
And I realized that I just can’t. I can’t hawk my work on Facebook and try to win a popularity contest. I can’t bother people this way. More importantly, I can’t do this to myself.
I am having trouble finding a real world to live in, to work in, to share in. I’ve wrestled with my attitude almost every day for the last few years, and I keep coming back to some true north in my soul.










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I understand your unwillingness to "hawk" your art. Believe me, it hawks itself. ~r
But, in your case, give us a chance to vote for you if you do see a legitimate contest. I'd bet many of us would jump at the chance to give you any kind of boost. I sure would.
A popularity contest on Facebook? A friend of mine actually did that for a calendar her daughter posed for. She heckled us every day to vote for the girl. She eventually won, and that was the end of it. She never told us where to buy the silly thing.
I was reminded of that idea looking at Sharon's engaging display here. We have the talent, the know-how, the everything to run a really neat and productive little side business for Salon. Would give the place a little class to balance the schlock that so often shows up on the cover.
R♥
Wouldn't you rather have nice month long paid residency in Wolf Kahn's barn? http://www.vermontstudiocenter.org/residencies/
Sure you would.
Very interesting pieces!
Rated!
Gerald ~ all great advice, and since I love what you do, I'll take it!
Sarah ~ Funny, how OS became the unwitting venue for my art when I really was trying to write my feelings. Thank you!
Brazen Princess ~ I did read, and bravo! I know art is personal, which makes it all the harder to share. The idea of a popularity contest especially defeats, when the art is kind of subtle, like mine tends to be.
kate ~ woohoo! Yes, free on OS! Glad you enjoyed it.
Bell ~ that is one closest to me--my father and my grandmother. Glad it resonates with you.
designanator ~ I hadn't even considered rigged juries. This particular contest is called Artists Wanted, and is partially sponsored by the Times Square Alliance. Actually, I was entering the part called "Self" since my stuff is so autobiographical. I tend to respond to things on whim, and maybe it was the Times Square connection to my "Hell's Kitchen and..." series that made me think, what the heck. Until I skidded to that stop.
Joan ~ aw, that is the best testimonial! Thank you :)
fernsy ~ the scary thing is--this is a legitimate contest! It also seems to be the way the world is going. Social networking is at the helm and I just want to jump overboard into calmer, clearer waters.
froggy ~ Your feedback and that of others along the same lines is giving me an option. I am ready to say "the emperor has no clothes" with some of this corporate/art /alliances. Anything where you have to enter through Facebook makes me run in the other direction. Facebook is evil in that way. And others.
phyllis ~ yes, loud and greedy. A tweeting tower of babel.
Chicken Maaan ~ I appreciate your entrepreneurial idea here. Tho I have to say I never visit Big Salon. I used to do art for Burberry and I never patronized the store. (Well, I couldn't afford to, on what they paid me).
jlsathre ~ Yes, there is a market. Thank you. I am just weaning myself off the truly personal and stepping into the more commercial aspects of this kind of art. I know there is a big area between here and Thomas Kinkade!
emma ~ I totally agree. It's just scary how prevalent they now are. Thank you for your compliment! I added the art to make a point. I didn't expect the positive reinforcements, which are greatly appreciated.
Fusun ~ Thank you! I am glad I retrieved a principle or two as I embarked on this whim of signing up to the "new art world."
greenheron ~ oooooooh! Thank you for what looks like a tasty link!
nilesite ~ I think it was the voting even more than paying a fee that truly stopped me in my tracks. The line has moved so many times, it was good to reclaim it. Thank you for reading & rating.
tink ~ I have a collage of flattened foil chocolate candy wrappers, all of cats! Kinda looks like fun roadkill :/
Scarlett ~ The baby is my dad, from 1930. I don't copy the photos, but use the originals. Thanks for the compliments (character & art :)
Deborah ~ I find I need the tactile of mixed media even more, now that computers are so prevalent. Thanks for visiting!
dianaani ~ Stitch-collage is my latest thing :) Thank you...I know you "get" me !
Miguela ~ Thank you so much. Showing for free is my pleasure.
Eva ~ They just keep chipping away at us until there seems to be no choice. But thank you. I will not pay to play!
Trudge ~ You guessed correctly. The photo is a tad blurry, but the cut magazine ad to the right is to "cure self-consciousness."
Hopefully there'll be a more subtle way to get your wonderful art out there. I hope research will find a way for you.
Secondly, I completely understand what you've written here. It's so hard when art is a part of our soul, to think about putting a monetary value on it - or, perhaps even worse - by taking this profound part of oneself and wiggling it around for all to see and approve of and buy.
I've crossed the threshold and can promote myself and my writing (though I don't really have the occasion to in a monetary-profit-making way), but at the same time, there's always a limit. I think it's just about finding what makes you comfortable and being true to yourself. I think that's what all artists today should do. And there's no right or wrong answer, in my humble opinion. There are people who make amazing works of art - visual or written or musical or performance or so on - and don't make any money from it at all, and don't want or expect to; there are others doing the same quality of work, who have become rich with it. I think as long as they feel they've kept their artistic integrity, that's what's important. Your not feeling comfortable about this competition isn't wrong or bad or silly - it's the way you feel as an artist. I'm very, very glad, though, that you shared some of your work here. It's made my day.
I believe in principal in not entering any contests that charge a fee. I think it's demeaning, plus it stinks of scam. The music business is full of these things, and I'e seen a number for friends throw their money away and get nothing.
V.A. ~ I will probably set up a website soon. Or maybe I can use them in a post here and there. This one certainly bubbled up out of the blue!
Margaret ~ How sweet! As for marketing, some people have the knack, some don't. I definitely don't. Which is why the avatar is my alter ego. I have a problem drawing attention to myself. It's fun for a few minutes, then I wither in the light.
candace ~ Thank you for taking the time to consider my situation and to offer this advice! I have already used FB for my book "Miss You Pat" and "Sharon Watts Creative" which is just illustration, so as not to confuse people. One more entity of myself might be overkill. The problem is that you still have to send out "like me's" to people, and FB only lets you send to friends anyway, and I am not a voracious friend-collector. I tend to feel like a pest. I know how bombarded I feel at times on FB, and imagine others might feel the same. Etsy's search engine when I checked it out several years ago was worthless: impossible to even find a friend when I entered her name and ceramics. I am not shooting you down here, just saying I have considered things. Still trying to find a fit. I think a combo of online and brick & mortar. I do appreciate your thoughts!
Kim ~ Love your comment! Yes, the crazy lady with the wire and scissors and paper has left the building! But she'll be back :)
Linda ~ Yes: "subtle" is my milieu! Thank you for your empathy.
Alysa ~ You are such a smart cookie--I agree with everything. No right or wrong way, just looking for a fit. I love this oh-so-true observation: "taking this profound part of oneself and wiggling it around for all to see and approve of and buy." Exactly! Just shoot me first!
Christine ~ I have to say that this post evolved from such a place of bleak resignation...I literally was under the covers in life-avoidance-land when I decided to write something. So your comment and all these others are such a gift to me. Funny how life can be. And it literally is a new day :)
I am in complete agreement about hawking and imposing on friends and family. in fact, it seems like another scheme to use someone else's efforts to make someone else RICH. it's clever, if a little transparent, but very tempting to someone who thinks they'd like to show their work without having to muck their way through the usual.
make your work. love your work. show it here, there where ever. you know what to do.
as for shows and contests like juried shows, they usually require some fees and some self promotion if you'd like to sell, but the theme isn't about annoying your friends and family and involving them in this corporate feeling of "collecting".
I hate how everything seems to be turning into some scheme to make someone else rich on your back.
Foolish Monkey ~ Posting this and getting so much great feedback (and now yours, which is the cherry on the icing on the cake!) has recharged my batteries and has me heading in a direction that feels more organic to who I am. I am taking a little bit of Femme's wisdom to get me out of my B&W think-mode (I am famous for cutting off my nose to spite my face :) and I am just nodding my head to all you say here, but in a pro-active way. Thank you!!!