When I was a kid, they use to call them "cutters" kids, (myself included) who would purposely inflict pain on themselves with sharp objects. Now most of the time these "cutters" would do this for attention, a cry for help, real teen angst stuff. I'm sure it starts out that way… Read full post »

After writing about icecream yesterday it reminded me of another entirely different experience I had surrounding the same thing:

A true story: 

 He was the night, a dark figure in the shape of a thin man, and all paled in comparison to him. I awoke to the sounds of a… Read full post »

I put on this shirt, because it smells like campfire 

and reminds me of a good time. 

I drink Vodka tonic and wish the night away,

wish it where just another day.. I wish I was this campfire tshirt.

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Secretly everyone longs for something. Its those thoughts that run through your head right before you go to sleep. Sometimes I feel like I'm erasing and re-living all my memories all at once, and longing to create something new. Thats what I really long for I guess... I long to create… Read full post »

 (in no particular order... I hate all the reasons equally..)

10.) She's short (not that I have anything against short people, but she definately fits the bill for napoleon complex)

Lolli-pop you in the face if she had the chance

which brings me to..

9) She's mean, not… Read full post »

I am surrounded by laundry I can't do, (I have no working washer or dryer) I have cleaned the rest of the house but still can't do this looming pile of laundry that seems to weigh me down. I can't leave the house, I'm trapped. I can think of a million… Read full post »

I was trying to think of why this transition might be so difficult for me from my teens to my twenties. I know its difficult for everyone, but I think its difficult for everyone for different reasons.

Maybe its because my old life, the life I had before I got married, before… Read full post »

Sometimes when we have too much time on our hands, too little to think about and too much nostalgia, we take up the dangerous past time of looking up the ex. I'm not sure what we hope to find.

I'm married now, so I know when I… Read full post »

When I was 19 years old I became a step mom. I got involved with my now husband, he was 30 at the time and had 2 sons ages 5 and 6. I didn't fall in love with him on purpose. In fact when I first met him I thought I… Read full post »

There is a very thin line between letting your life go completely and living just for today. "One day at a time" I use to be in everything anonymous, I was addicted to being addicted. It didn't matter what it was, drugs, alcohol, sex you name it, if it was fun… Read full post »

I am chasing the broke a$# unicorn. Most people think that when you quit your job to do what you love you will be extraordinarily happy, you will dance in the street and go on to live an incredible and interesting life, feeling fulfilled, and I should be. There are just… Read full post »