My World Would be Emptier Without Each of You...
I know I have been somewhat optimistic here, and metaphorical...but dying is difficult enough without sharing every detail. I shared what I could at the time.
I have so many things I want to say now and share with you, but I need time. I don't think it is quite real for me yet. I know what I need to do to take care of me, and heal my broken heart. Don't worry, like it or not you will be along for the ride with me.
This is my special video, made by accident, but you have to see it to really understand his zest for life. Made this in Hawaii this past June.
Let me share what I posted elsewhere in my other blog:
This morning Lance died, suddenly, but knowing I loved him deeply. You my friends (and strangers alike) have been along on this journey which has been a wonderful, incredible adventure and culmination of my thirty years with this unique and amazing man whose life was cut way too short. We truly needed more of his compassion, kindness, humor and love...the world will miss his energy, but I hope I can continue to share his love of his life, our life, through me.
I know you will understand how I need some time to process this new fork in the road. Thank you for allowing me to take the kindness all of you provided so freely and compassionately and helping me to be strong and there for him and his brother, and mother and his many, many friends.
If you like, please go read the blog he started a few years ago, only because I hounded him mercilessly to do one. It made me smile, it's a side of him I adored and am happy to share with you. It's only five entries, he did them for me, for love.
Love and gratitude for everything baby. (Sheila) xoxoxo
Run Lancie Run!!! You earned it baby.