Bearly artistic

Chasing a muse that runs faster than I do

L. E. Merithew

L. E. Merithew
Location
New York,
Birthday
October 02
Title
Channeler from the Left Field Bleachers
Company
No! The dishes aren't done!
Bio
Some may claim I'm in the throes of a midlife crisis. If so, I intend to make the best of it. Plus, being in middle life means I'm heading for a life span somewhere in the range of a century and a half. Cool beans. Meanwhile, the muse whispers, teases, convinces me that I may actually have something to say. Do I? You decide. ************************************* As promised in a recent posting, I have finally modified my avatar. This one was cropped and GIMPed (freeware program similar to Photoshop) from a photo I included in a blog in 2011. ******************************************* As noted in my post of 26 September 2012, I will be expanding my online homes beyond OS. I'll still be here from time to time, but you can follow the links in that post to find me wherever I go. ******************************************* If you wish to share any material on this blog, please secure my permission beforehand. If permission is granted, you'll be asked to provide appropriate attribution with a link back here. I'll do the same in return if possible. ************************************* Unless specifically indicated otherwise, all images and content (c) L. E. Merithew All rights remain with the author unless clearly re-assigned.

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APRIL 6, 2012 11:36AM

Timeless

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Van Gogh,

           We walked close to each other without touching.  I could smell the innumerable wildflowers in bloom.  I saw her wan smile in the corner of my eye.  "I wish we could be together forever," she whispered.

            "You know that's not meant to be."  I wished I could stay in this ldyllic place.  "We have tasks waiting for us."

            A sigh, feather-soft, like the gray plumage lazily drifting down before us from one of the trees.  "Yes, I understand."  She turned to gaze at me with lustrous brown-black eyes.  "But you and I, we are not so different, are we?"

            I remained silent, taking in the chittering of the squirrels.  It was a pleasant moment amid these trees, as always.  Never too hot or too cold.  A sense of abundant life never actually seen.

            "You are quiet this time."

            I closed my eyes, reopened them.  "How many more times will we be able to meet here," I asked.  "Do you know?  I don't."

            She stepped toward me, face raised.  "I know not, either."  She licked her lips.  "So, perhaps we should --"

            Her voice cut off as we were bathed in a searing white light.  "No!" she screamed.  An unseen force yanked her away, upward.  She fell into her native Spanish.  "Madre Maria, no.  ¡Dispénsame! Por una vez, ¡dame felicidad!"  (Mother Mary, no!  Forgive me! For just once, let me be happy!)  Her imploring arms reached for me in vain. "¡Ayúdame!"  (Help me!)  She faded.  Her racking sobs echoed through the forest.  "¡Mis niños!"  (My babies!)

            The light intensified, then winked out. 

            I stand in the bedroom.  A place I know well, since I've been here so many times before. 

            The teen shifts uneasily in his bed.  He knows I've come for him again.  His body shivers.  His feet kick the stained sheets off his nude body.  He rolls over.

            It's time.

            I begin with the moans.

            Eyes snap open.  I never know ahead of time if he sees me.  Tonight, he doesn't.

            "Who's there?"  Quavering, like some poor lost pre-schooler, not the near-adult he is.

            I moan louder.  I moan for all the innocent blood shed by violence.  I moan for all the poor souls torn from this world before their time.  I moan for myself, a gunshot victim at this youth's hand, for the sake of a grimy ten-dollar bill and a maxed-out piece of plastic.

            "Stop it!"  He howls like a wounded animal caught in a trap it knows it cannot escape.

            I howl my sorrow for the souls that take the wrong path when they could have had Paradise.  I howl for those of us sentenced to an endless Purgatory, never again knowing love.  I howl for a special lady, doomed forever to wander the Mexican land, where she is called "La Llorona."

            "Don't torture me any more!"  He shrieks. 

            I shriek my own torture. 

            I shriek at God's injustice.

 

 

 

 

 

(I managed to actually include the image this week.  It's from the same source as used by the OS Weekend Fiction Club .)

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Even Death him/her/itself should feel the intensity of love and loss.....
Powerful, disquieting and very well written. R
"A sense of abundant life never actually seen." I liked this line and the piece was well written. I think the full moon is affecting our styles this week. I enjoyed the ride.
@Gary: Quite so.

@Gerald: Thank you. I seem to be in a momentary phase of illuminating dark corners of a soul (mine, perhaps?)
@blinddream: I don't know about the full moon, but thank you for coming along for the ride.
Whoa! You could have named this howl Hopeless.
Eternal Godless torment? The torment of smelling the blooming flowers and then the lovers' loss, over and over again. Cold comfort in the torture of the lost soul (yet, you did not call him "evil"). But only a God could be responsible for such suffering!
R
@ASH: Thank you for stopping in. You give me some things to think about.
What an abrupt fall from grace! I loved the tumble. You got it right. The world is illusion that can come crashing down at any moment. Good use of the prompt.
Wow, I like what you did with the picture - very powerful and, perhaps pun a little intended, haunting.
Eerie, disquieting, unpredictable, and yet it does seem to work with the painting in some way. Probably should read it again, to see things fall into their proper places.
Such a sad tale of love and loss. I could hear the howling wail...
L.E.,your work here made me tremble...Your writing..."I howl my sorrow for the souls that take the wrong path when they could have had Paradise. I howl for those of us sentenced to an endless Purgatory, never again knowing love...I shriek at God's injustice."..I always considered life without true heart, true love a kind of living death..I have been there and I do not want to live it again...But I stand in front of my "never again knowing love.."And it is scaring....

Your work is excellent both in writing but mostly in feelings and making others think...construct their heart..their emotional understanding...I sometimes oblige myself to understand the tears of the others..Tears have no words...The sorrow of the other above my own...Most times I fail..but I try...And your work gave me thinking and feeling I would not have imagined on my own..knowledge on my own situation that my mind could not have exρlained to me....So thank you for this...And so rated!!!!
"Why this is hell, nor am I out of it," Mephistopheles, Marlowe's Faustus.